I have such issues remembering to posts blogs. I am a person with out of sight out of mind dementia, so I have now placed a marker to my blog on my tool bar.
It has been about a year and a half since I have made a post and so many things have happened. My husband had a triple hernia surgery and was out of work for a month, the week after his surgery my mom passed away. Two weeks after my mom passed I was told I have a Chiari 1 brain malformation and I had to have a hysterectomy because I was just dangling by a string from cancer. They were able to remove everything and still healing from it, emotionally as well as physically. Then the week after Christmas my husband was laid off work and he is still looking.
We wanted so much to have a family now unless something happens that he finds a job and we can get straightened out adoption will never happen. As for physically It has been five months and my scar is still very sensitive and has a lump.
I am still missing my mom and probably always will.
I know everything will work out it always does and I thank God that I have my husband if I didn't I would not know what to do. It still amazes me that we have been together as long as we have. We will be celebrating our five year anniversary March 20th of this year.
I still have not finished my novel and now at a point I have a complete mental block at the moment and the sad part is I know what I want to write I just don't want to write it. Makes sense right? I am happy that over the course of writing it I am not as dependent on others to help me edit it and have found it getting easier. Believe it or not that was a severe issue for me the frustration of knowing how to structure a basic sentence and not being able to execute it. I still have problems with it as is obvious from this post :) but I am working on it.
I think once things calm down around here and get back to normal I can get my book finished, I am so close to finishing it and have already started three or four more in my head. To much in my head a lot of times to sleep and it gives me headaches or it could be the chiari, I don't know though.
I will try posting a little bit of something everyday but not going to promise anything, but with it being at the top of my chrome I will use it a bit more.
It has been about a year and a half since I have made a post and so many things have happened. My husband had a triple hernia surgery and was out of work for a month, the week after his surgery my mom passed away. Two weeks after my mom passed I was told I have a Chiari 1 brain malformation and I had to have a hysterectomy because I was just dangling by a string from cancer. They were able to remove everything and still healing from it, emotionally as well as physically. Then the week after Christmas my husband was laid off work and he is still looking.
We wanted so much to have a family now unless something happens that he finds a job and we can get straightened out adoption will never happen. As for physically It has been five months and my scar is still very sensitive and has a lump.
I am still missing my mom and probably always will.
I know everything will work out it always does and I thank God that I have my husband if I didn't I would not know what to do. It still amazes me that we have been together as long as we have. We will be celebrating our five year anniversary March 20th of this year.
I still have not finished my novel and now at a point I have a complete mental block at the moment and the sad part is I know what I want to write I just don't want to write it. Makes sense right? I am happy that over the course of writing it I am not as dependent on others to help me edit it and have found it getting easier. Believe it or not that was a severe issue for me the frustration of knowing how to structure a basic sentence and not being able to execute it. I still have problems with it as is obvious from this post :) but I am working on it.
I think once things calm down around here and get back to normal I can get my book finished, I am so close to finishing it and have already started three or four more in my head. To much in my head a lot of times to sleep and it gives me headaches or it could be the chiari, I don't know though.
I will try posting a little bit of something everyday but not going to promise anything, but with it being at the top of my chrome I will use it a bit more.
